Kamis, 18 Februari 2010

You drive me insane

Too many times

Too many times

I have written your name on paper

Each and every line of my diary

Has your initials written all the way through

Sometimes I wish I could tear it apart

Just like you did to my heart

The blood dropping from my trembling fingers as I write

Is a broken heart's melody

I wish I could crumble up this tragic chapter of my life

Cause it needs to be forgotten

The uncertainty you are giving me

Has woken up my insanity

I'm going crazy because of you

Save me


I'm giving up

I can't hold on any longer

I lost my grip

My fingers just slipped

I fall...

I'm falling from the clouds I've been dreaming in

Will you catch me?

Don't let me crash to the ground

I've been hurt too many times before

Though my wounds are healed

The scars are still there to haunt me

You, you could heal them and ease my pain

Ease all the pain I had to carry with me all along

My hands are shaking, I don't know why

Your presence wakes up anxiety

You're not making things easy for me

You've got me crawling on the floor finding my way to get to you

It's so hard for me not to say that I love you so much

I want to be with you

If only I knew how to keep you here to stay...

I don't want you to ever leave

I'm terrified of the thought of being alone

Alone, without you

So please, tell me what to do to make you say

"I love you too"

I love you

It's brand new

A feeling I never knew was true

A feeling I never believe existed

And now I'm feeling it

And I just can't get enough


You have changed me completely

You have taught me how to love sincerely

I could never imagine my life without you

And it's all so beautiful

Because you feel the same way too


It used to be hard for me to say

"I love you"

Now it seems like there's nothing else I wanna say

If only I had one wish in life

I'd wish for us to forever stay this way

Miss Independent

The time we spent

The things we said

Do you even remember?

I thought it was real

I thought it was true

But you're just another one of them

You caused another wound in my heart

And watched it bleed

Am I too foolish? Too stupid to understand?

You're all the same

You embrace me with your lies

You leave me feeling empty and lonely

I need to move on

I need to prove that I can make it on my own

I don't need you to complete me

I complete myself

Forever my fantasy

Now that you're gone

I no longer live

Every body part has been shot to death

Only my heart is left

It's crying, It's screaming

When I told you to leave I didn't mean it

Never knew you'd be the one I cannot live without

Late at night, I look by my side

I see you lying there

I close my eyes and open them again

And find you gone

Never again will I see you

The ghost of you is all that is left for me

What's the use of that when I can't touch you

Can't feel you?

I have no choice, you will remain forever my fantasy

You can't fool me

Liar, Liar

You think I don't know

But I am well Informed

I may have fallen for you

But I saved myself from falling too deep

Crush

I can't hold it any longer

I gotta make that move

I just gotta find a way to get to you

Too many days, too many nights have passed

and still you've  got no clue

you may know how I feel about you

But you have no idea what I'm going through

I wish I could say it in your face

Right here, right now

But just the presence of you makes me anxious

I lose control

I can't think, I can't sleep, I can't eat

All I can do is dream about your face

And wonder what it's like to be locked in your sweet embrace

You're the one that helps the sun rise to brighten my day

Each and every morning

You're the one that makes me want to sing

Sing the song of love; of how I feel

I really think we could be real

If only you'd give me a chance

To show you how much my heart's got to give

I can't imagine a world without you

I don't know...I just wouldn't be able to live

I seek you, my man

I'm tired of not being able to please my heart

Everything i do puts me right where I was at the start

Confused and alone in the dark

I waited all my life for my prince to come

But life's not a fairy tale

No it's not

How many frogs have I kissed?

How many are there left to feel my luscious lips

Coz all my hope slips

so tenderly from my fingertips

I try and try to find the man

the man who loves me

when I'm a mess

when I'm fat

when I yell

when I'm beautiful

when I'm perfect

I need a man who understands

I need a man who provides

Am i describing a dream?

I have forgotten what reality feels like

I am so caught up in my wishes of an ideal mate

Will I ever find him?

Coz my hope is soon gone

I just want to find him before it's too late