What's happening to me?

I've always tried to deny it
I've always tried to avoid it
But I lost my way
and you pointed it out
I have learned the hard way
to never let those feelings carry me to far
I have been trying to ignore those thoughts
but how am i gonna live if keep trying to hide away?
How many times more am i gonna let myself crash to the ground?
I just want you to catch me
Cause somehow in your arms I won't slip off
You hold me tight enough to believe that there is hope
I haven't smiled like this in a while
I never even picked up the phone to dial your number before
But why am i so eager to hear your voice?
And at times when you don't call
cognitive dissonances arise
If I reveal how I feel to you
Will you stay or will you go?

A little confession

I’ve been dreaming about you

You’ve occupied my thoughts and visited me in my sleep

But now, you’re reaching out

It seems like my dreams are about to come true

The little things you do

Matter so much

I’m getting closer to you and I’m not even in a rush

Everything falls so beautifully in to place

I can feel it everytime I see your face

Your smile keeps me coming for more

I can’t help it

I’m falling for you

Why?

when it comes to love
I'm a fool, a child
I've been fooled once
please don't let it happen twice
I've been locking myself away ever since
Whenever love comes to enter my life
I run away and hide
I deny those feelings deep inside
I turn my head and let time pass by
I have questioned whether love even exists
I never reach out to anyone as I keep my security
My distance, My comfort
I have convinced myself that loneliness is ordinary
Yet, why can't I keep my distance from you?

Artists are one of a kind.The way you show your love reminds me of brush strokes beautifully gliding over white canvas creating a masterpiece: You and Me...