To: S

You come in and out of my life like it's a game. I feel like a fool for never letting you go. You always gave me hope but you tear me down everytime you leave. I'm angry at myself for being so hopelessly devoted to you.

 I wish I could tell myself to give up on you, but everytime I look into those eyes I keep falling deeper and deeper. They times when you are near they are so amazingly beautiful. I enjoy every minute and second of having you by my side. But when you leave I drown in an ocean full of pain. My heart suffers everytime you break it. The wounds have become scars and they will remain forever and ever. They are reminders that tell me that the past was real.

 My heart will never be whole again. The pain can only disappear when you come and smile it away. Only your smile can melt the ice cube that captures me. You should know that I love you like noone can ever love another being. You cannot imagine how much I've got to give. If only you could see what I'm going trough maybe you would never leave again.