i'm only fooling myself

I spend my days being curious

When there's nothing to figure out

Guys will never be gentlemen

I have always been well informed

Yet, I'm such a fool everytime

When I'm hoping for something new

the threat of an end haunts me

It makes me wonder if anything is worth a try

I wish you'd leave me with some kind of prove

That tells me that you're for real

I can't take anymore lies

I can't lose anymore games

My heart has finally found it's pieces

Yet little cracks remain

It can never return to its perfect shape

So please don't rip it apart

It takes too much time too heal

And time is running out

Wish I could press rewind

Or turn the hourglass around

I wanna go back to the start

And tell myself to slow down at the happy parts

And just press pause