A desperate hope for change

Where do we go?

How do we know what awaits us?

Can I choose my own fate?

I've become so numb, I cannot feel

I don't know what's real

Everything is a lie

Everything is a myth

Everything is denied

I am lost in the dark

Trying to find the light

Nothing is true, nothing is real

Will my pain ever heal?

Give it back, give it back!

Why'd you steal?

steal my heart... Give it back!

I cannot feel... cannot feel

So numb, so empty

Silence is all I can hear

it's the perfect fear

I am scared of returning to a feeling I once felt

I smile, I laugh on the outside

I cry, I scream on the inside

The words coming out of my mouth

Are not the words coming from my heart

From my very soul

My heart is no longer whole...