Whatever I thought you were, you were not

My heart lied to me

It told me you were the one for me

That you should be the one I love

My soulmate

But it was all a lie and I believed it

I used to laugh at your jokes

I used to smile when I saw your face

I used to fall for your sweet words

But now it's all fading away

I'm sorry, I know it hurts

I'm sorry I couldn't give you what you needed

I'm sorry I lied when I said "I love you"

The truth is, the idea of you is great

But really being with you is just ruining it