Denying Regret

Watching the tears roll down my face
As I stare into the broken mirror
My mascara painted a zombie
A beautiful yet painful horror

I try to remember
I try to retrieve it all
What got me here? Please take me away

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It was late at night
I travel back to that moment
We felt so alive
We threw it all away
It was late at night
And I forgot to pray

wiping the black lines away from my face
I have learned that u nvr meant to stay
So I told myself I've got nothing left to lose
Please oh please take me away

I try to remember
I try to retrieve it all
What got me here? Please take me away

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I denied it all
So I hid away
Losing my ways
Nothing seems to matter anymore
U have shattered my world
Into pieces of regret