Grieving

There u go
Leaving no footsteps behind to trace
No I'll never find u again
Ur a once in a lifetime happiness
I cannot replace
Slowly ur face is fading away
But ur not erased
No u'll always be there
Beating in my heart
I'm not alone
U will always be around
To remind me of a great loss
Of a pain so sweet yet brutally fatal
I long for u my love
Yet, I can no longer reach out to you
I will never meet ur eyes again
Oh those beautiful eyes
I wish to have u near me
Yet I can no longer touch u
Only hold a photograph
That can remind me of an amazing past
I am stuck between looking back and glancing forward
Maybe one day u'll reach out to me
And we'll be together again
What a childish innocent wish